Sunday, October 18, 2009

Four Weeks Out

And down four more freakin' pounds! Yeah, I couldn't believe it when I stepped on the scale yesterday morning. I knew with the changes that Dave had made that I would drop a significant amount of weight, but certainly not that much. I figured at this point it would be tough for me to lose even 2 or 3 pounds at a clip (apparently there's still plenty of fat to lose). Unfortunately, I still don't like how my legs look (though they are noticably tighter), but Dave says to "STOP PANICKING!" so if he's not worried, I know I shouldn't be. Plus, my cheat meal hasn't been cut out yet...hell yeah!

I'm at the stage where I'm questioning things all the time (which I guess really isn't a stage, per se, since I'm ALWAYS questioning myself). I wonder if I should make a last minute decision to stick with figure. Then I think, fuck that, I'll do just fine in bodybuilding. It's back and forth all the time, mostly me worrying about being too small and skinny-looking. But I've made my decision, and I'm not one to go back on it. I know that if I find bodybuilding doesn't work for me, I can always go back to figure.

Workouts aren't much better than "eh" lately, and ironically, I look forward to my cardio because I just zone out--of course, the fact that I'm still under 2 hours of cardio a day has contributed to this. Overall, I like the path that I'm on for the 14th and am trying to enjoy the changes that are starting to happen almost daily now.

1 comment:

  1. Wow, what a great update for 4 weeks out! Lost more weight, still have cheat meals, still less than 2 hours of cardio...

    I'm a second-guesser myself, so I understand what you mean but I'm sure your confidence will radiate as soon as you step onto that stage... this is what you've been working over a year towards and you've got all the right people in your corner.